❤ Just Wondering ❤

If you are going to hope and wish for the best for your family and friends, never try to curse those that you hate for punishments.

Because God, only help those who without evil heart, not those who try to play saint and then curse for bad things to happen on those they hate wtf.

SO,

❤ Just Pictures ❤

Organiser

Love this. Saved up a lot of space.

Casual RM15 American Flag top

Expected to be wore for 1 to 2 times and the colour will fade wtf. Cheap stuff, what do you expect. But aren't flags are on trend nao??

Tsubaki, Neutrogena Cleansing Lotion

My all time favourite hair shampoo TSUBAKI!!! I swear, just shampoo and no conditioner, I can run my fingers through my rough like your grandmother's skin hair easily. It's a bit expensive though, RM30++ for 550ML. Cleansing lotion is for removing my make ups. Since I have not put on heavy make up anymore, I didn't bother to buy a bottle of this until I realise that I'm 25 this year. Seriously FML.

Pads

Didn't know I have this much of pads until I organising them neatly. O.O

Cleaned Brushes

Cleaning my brushes the other day, because they hadn't been bathing since N months ago. :D Friendly reminder, one should do this every 2-3 days, not 2-3 months. I clean my brushes with Daiso brushes detergent. It's in a pink bottle. Cheap and nice. Better than not cleaning them right?

Eye make

Long time no see eyemake. Haven't been putting up fake lashes for a while. A little bit uncomfortable. Took off after 1 hour.

Daiso junks

RM5 junks. Slippers, hair band and scrublets. In love with scrublet so much recently. According to the beautician, I have a lot of dead skins and clogged pores. But I can't exfoliate them with scrub everyday, so this is the more gentle alternative way to exfoliate. Scrublets are made of soft silicone material. As long as you dont scrub your face as if you're scrubbing your feet, that should be okay. My skin is quite resistant, so I do this every night. Not sure about sensitive skin because I dont have one T.T.

Shoes Bag, Glasses cleaner

Another RM4.99 junks. Need the shoes bag so much because I store my shoes in my room Buahaha.

❤ Life Inspiration ❤

2012's RESOLUTION : NO. 1

Thought I should share this  article. Randomly found on Facebook link that Bossini has shared. People around me and MYSELF  recently are getting emotional to some certain extent that I cannot even stand.  Few days ago, I realise that life, is all about living at the moment. Yesterdays or last years or even last few minutes were like a dream. All that left are memories. Memories that we usually regret at when it comes to  this moment. Yeah, I mean now, present.

So I guess it's time for me and all of us to adjust a little with our emotion and temper.

"I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me."

We don't live to satisfy others' need, same as others don't live to satisfy our desires...

Yeah, this is ONE of the 25 resolutions that I'm gonna make for this YEAR! RAWRRRRRRRR

Alright, since this is a resolution for personality. I wanna/gonna be:
1. More consistent - no more procrastinating and do it immediately
2. Less hating - like stop checking out fatty's blog because she makes me feel stupid. O.O By the way, *unlocks achievement for not reading her blog for alomst 2 months already :D And what do I care anyway?
3.  Always be satisfied at what I've got and leave a space for self improvement.
4. Braver -  braver in terms of being thick skinned wtf
5. Positive thinkings :D

" Nurse reveals the top 5 regrets people make on their deathbed

For many years I worked in palliative care. My patients were those who had gone home to die. Some incredibly special times were shared. I was with them for the last three to twelve weeks of their lives. People grow a lot when they are faced with their own mortality.

I learnt never to underestimate someone’s capacity for growth. Some changes were phenomenal. Each experienced a variety of emotions, as expected, denial, fear, anger, remorse, more denial and eventually acceptance. Every single patient found their peace before they departed though, every one of them.

When questioned about any regrets they had or anything they would do differently, common themes surfaced again and again. Here are the most common five:

1. I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
This was the most common regret of all. When people realize that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made.
It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.

2. I wish I didn’t work so hard.
This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children’s youth and their partner’s companionship. Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.
By simplifying your lifestyle and making conscious choices along the way, it is possible to not need the income that you think you do. And by creating more space in your life, you become happier and more open to new opportunities, ones more suited to your new lifestyle.

3. I wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings.
Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a
result.
We cannot control the reactions of others. However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly, in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
Often they would not truly realise the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved. Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.
It is common for anyone in a busy lifestyle to let friendships slip. But when you are faced with your approaching death, the physical details of life fall away. People do want to get their financial affairs in order if possible. But it is not money or status that holds the true importance for them. They want to get things in order more for the benefit of those they love. Usually though, they are too ill and weary to ever manage this task. It is all comes down to love and relationships in the end.
That is all that remains in the final weeks, love and relationships.

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realise until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called ‘comfort’ of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have silliness in their life again. When you are on your deathbed, what  others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again, long before you are dying. "

"Life is a choice. It is YOUR life. Choose consciously, choose wisely, choose honestly. Choose happiness"

Original source : Here

❤ Junks ❤

2012 ❤❤

Cutest table calendar. LOok at the blue whale!! ❤❤ Already had my yearly travelling schedule done. This time, to the hot country with the BF. Hopefully he will not stood me up again this time... *crosses fingers

Addict ❤❤

My best Pearl Milk Tea Award goes to OCHADO, Tokyo Street, Pavilion!!! Not this, Gong Cha, KLCC. It's too milky for me.

❤ Inspirations 2012 ❤

Some random pictures from random websites that I find inspiring...

Source: Random Websites - Lookbook.nu, fuckyeahulzzang, Tumblr  etc.

 

The eye makeup  ❤❤

Design ❤❤

 Cuteness  ❤❤

 

 

Styles  ❤❤

 

Ideas ❤❤

❤ Sidebar and Pictures ❤

Just added a new sidebar to list out movies that I've watched. Always wanted to do this but had not make a move. Can't manage to collect all the memories of movies that I've watched before, so just start with November 2011. Have the sudden urge to jotting down everything that happened. Oh gosh, I think I started to afraid of being old and losing memories.

It's rare that I'm still up at this hour. Mainly because of I am on leave tomorrow. Ho Ho Ho. Well Jenny as well applied for leave and we will be going for New Year/ Sale shopping tomorrow. Well we didnt let anyone know because technically, we can't be having day off on the same day. But we decide to rebel for once.

Have been editing erm combining pictures of our trip to GZ and HK. It's hard man. My intention to combine them all is because I'm too lazy to edit and post them one by one. So, without Photoshop, thanks to Meitu XiuXiu that I'm able to do this. =x

Some lovely pictures here (not all).

That's all for today!!

❤ 2012 Resolutions ❤

That awkward moment when you realised that in not more than 10 days, it's another new year.

Few days ago, woke up in a blurry morning and thinking to myself that "OMG, this year is going to end, and I haven't done anything useful for myself at ALL. Not even successfully losing weight!!"

I went through the agony helplessly throughout the day. My mood gone down to ZERO and I thought I'm really useless and wasted the one whole year.

Well... maybe not.

As I was on my way to sis' work place, I took out my phone and start typing on memopad. Yeah... new year resolutions. My yearly core/plans. Great plan but never follow accordantly or achieved.

I listed the resolution aggressively on the phone memopad and hell yeah, I do have a lot of stuffs need to improve/do.

So instead of posting one full list, I think I'm going to separate them into few different post so I can elaborate more on how I will do it and to strengthen the determination. Also for a better understanding to myself!

"Oh dear girl it's time to grow up and be more responsible to yourself" what I heard from Mother of God.

Next year I'll be 25. So alright, there're 25 most important things that I'm going to achieve. Well, the rest will be not so important things but just to improve and in order to leave myself without regret at the end of NEXT year.

So hopefully I will be regret-free and welcome year 2013 with an open heart and smiley face. And in 2013 I'll be 26 FML T_T